Am I the only one?

Being jobless and a full-time student of a bachelor in my late 20's was not at all what I have imagined my life would be if you have asked me 8-10 years ago. Forced out of my comfort zone to all these kinds of new things had me spiraling with a series of meltdowns hasn't been quite an ideal picture for me personally, but as you have heard so many times and over "no pain, no gain" right? So I have been doing some affirmative practice every morning which I'm telling myself that if I can get through today without having any anxiety and/or panic attack (or just a small dose of them lol) I deserve to call it a big win, and every single little achievement does count. I realized that I'm not falling into the "bright people" category that's why I know I have to work extra hard, plus it has been 8 years since I graduated high school and been working ever since. So my brain is going through a few shocks situation that hasn't been quite pretty. But in another hand, I do look forward to challenging my learning capability and find new things out there. So, I look forward to getting in touch with you guys, please feel free to comment on, or share your own story with me.

Much Love,

Mon